We live in a world that still has a long way to go to more light and love. We can see by the people who represent the light and the love and who die young and unhappy how cold and unloving this world still is. And by the way we treat them we can also see this. So many (child)stars that we adore because of their light and love and we take this away from them. We stalk them as paparazzi, talk bad about them in magazines and a lot of people like to gossip about them. Negativity, viewers and money are still ruling. This will only stop when more people will get more integrity and choose love and moral values over money and the human ego. When more people are becoming aware and want to do good.

Yesterday I watched a video where Michael Jackson was again being accused. I don't watch tv and it seemed already to be on television all around the world and Oprah Winfrey made a show out of it. When I watched this show presented by Oprah my stomach turned around. I saw these people on a stage with this certain audience that were abused themselves. I will not tell which feeling it all gave me, but not a good one. It looked like a sect/cult run by Oprah. As these men were telling their story all these people were nodding. They found recognition, they felt heard. They were not aware they were being played and lied to and part of this show and not helping to solve the abuse problems we have in this world, what they were probably thinking and the reason they were participating as this audience of this show. I think everyone who has a good intuition and people knowledge and can read peoples behavior, intentions and energy agrees with me when I say these people accusing Michael Jackson are using his name for their own agenda. And these agenda's are often not about honesty or love. Even if they tell you this.

Who can already look through someones personality and ego? To understand why they say what they say or do what they do. Not just believing the words that are being told, but to feel and recognize if this really suits on a higher level. If it is genuine or not. Who knows already how the human ego works? Human ego is the number one problem we have in this world. It's even a bigger problem then the (sexual) abuse that is going on. The abuse is caused because of a unaware and weak ego. A lot of people are currently not the boss of their own ego. And are not in contact with their heart. Can you see how this combination can create some problems? Ego thinks about itself. And money. And wants to be on 'top' and does everything to get there. Even lie. And has difficulty when someone shines a brighter light or is more loved then them.

Who does already recognize the people who represent a manipulative ego and negative energy versus the people who represent the love? Even if Michael Jackson abused these men you would not act like this. Telling the world that he was this groomer. That Michael acted like a victim when it came to his childhood. If you look closer to what they say and how they say this then you can conclude that it is strange and not genuine, often very calculated and manipulative and also incorrect. All has nothing to do with sharing emotion and experiences, healing or speaking out or wanting to address the abuse that is going on in this world. How calculated this Wade looks and talks. And then the way he hugged this other one at the end of the show. It gives me the creeps. The accusations they are making are all (made in) one big show, the 4 hour 'documentary' with drones and the after show with Oprah. It says much. Also about the world we live in. They are talking about being authentic in this world, but what is authentic about all this? And this is also when it comes to the abuse problems we have in this world. They are talking about sexual abuse, but just like talking about being authentic this abuse story they are presenting to us is also not real. And a lot of people can't tell yet who is being authentic or being real. I like to help show people this.

You can feel when people are not being real/authentic or lie when you're more experienced in this. I had to learn this myself also. I am lied to often and had to learn how this world works and why so many people have different intentions and values and care more about money and are not being honest. I have seen much in my life, a lot of people faking, lying and living for money. I began because of so many people lying to me and choosing the money even my own website out of pure emotion when I was again lied to by people who wanted to earn easy and fast money by remodeling my house. My goal with my website is to spread more awareness and love. To have love as goal instead of money. People aren't aware yet that we are not on this planet to be famous or to earn a lot of money. We are here to grow, to grow in love. To expand our soul. To find our light within.

No company or man that I wanted to buy something from has ever been honest to me when it came to money. They all want my money, as much as they can by doing as less as possible. What does this tell us? I look like this young, innocent and naive girl. Someone you can use. And they did and still try to do. When I accused them of lying they denied and turned things around. They'll do anything to protect themselves, their ego and their money. I went to Justice but it would cost me a lot of money to sue these people. I was told to better not do this as it would be difficult and take a lot of time. I hope justice will do a better job in the case with Michael Jackson. The liars can get away with it in our society and they know. But what they don't know that in society they can get away with their lies and people maybe believing them, but their is 'someone' watching (over) us. And as they choose the way of money and lies they sell their own souls, without knowing this and thinking to become a richer, happier and more successful person. And after they have sold their soul they still do not feel satisfaction or happy and what do these unhappy souls do then? And more important what do we as society do to stop them? By supporting these liars what example are we giving our children and other people? If certain people see that Wade Robson and this follower can get away with their lies in society and don't need to work hard to earn their money they (maybe) will also do this.

I saw it during the remodeling of my house. One of the boys/man who was doing the work saw how these other two men made easy money while he was doing the work, when I told him what I paid them and I wanted to know what they get payed. I saw this doing something to him, I hope he will not choose the easy way and will still be true to being dedicated to honesty. There was also this other 'boy' that had integrity and would not choose the easy money, but he was on the other hand not strong enough to tell me the truth and expose these men.

When you're in contact with your own feeling and your heart and know more about people and their intentions then you can sense someones energy. By someones energy you can feel how much love they represent and how genuine they are. I also had to learn this. I first have been played and lied to a lot. But I learned from it and now I recognize the liars. As society we show how unaware we still are by how many people believe again the accusations against Michael Jackson. And by the way they broadcasted this 'documentary' and even a separate show (was the documentary not long enough?) you can see how corrupted people and television is. What if these people had different intentions? What if they wanted to bring us the truth instead of making this show and getting a lot of viewers?

I want to say how Oprah really disappoints by participating in this all and in the questions she asked them in this show she did. She was all on their side and not being critic by what they were telling her. Why? Why was she not being objective and asking more questions to get to know the truth? If she was not this busy with this show and was searching for the truth she could have used her background as a victim and her brain to get to the bottom of this. Why do so many people think it is good what she did? Because Oprah says she wants to make it not only about Michael Jackson but about the abuse all over the world. She knows as many others to choose her words wisely. She has a smart brain (like Wade Robson) but not a pure heart like Michael Jackson. Cause then she would not have done this show about portraying an innocent man as this abuser and letting these manipulative men get away with their lies. I hope she just really not sees the truth and is not a manipulative person herself. I don't want to make Oprah look bad like she did with Michael but I want to show what is going on. And how disturbing it is that people with a lot of influence and money can influence this world an other people in a negative way when they don't stand for the truth or recognize the side of love. It shows us all money can't buy you love or truth.

Oprah showed with this show she is not experienced in recognizing liars and is not in contact with her heart. She likes to talk about feeling and spiritual things. But doesn't see that Michael Jackson was a being of light, someone who was in contact with his feeling and heart. Well she does see his light cause she talks in this show about it, how no other artist shines a brighter light then Michael did. So what makes her (want to) believe Michael is this pedophile and why is she (really) doing this show? Because these men are now telling this story and the story isn't even checked, but already broadcasted? I did no deep research at sexual abusers and pedophiles but I can tell you they are not in contact with their hearts or representing the light. They are in contact with their ego and their penis. And as ego lies to protect itself and its sins the heart stands for love and speaks and knows the truth. Who is already in contact with their heart in this world? Who can already recognize the truth versus lies? Why so many (like to) see Michael Jackson as this pedophile while the real 'pedophiles' (fathers, uncles, neighbors, teachers, businessmen etc.) are abusing children and women everyday and no one protects these children or women and even men? And where people look away. Where children and adults are told to not act like victims, to not cry or to not tell lies.

(Pure) love is a feeling that not many people on this world know many about yet. Because of this they can't recognize it. If we want to know more about love then we should learn more about it. How it feels like and what it stands for. Maybe Oprah really believes she's doing good, let we be positive and give her the benefit of the doubt. Instead of accusing her and making a documentary where we will portray her as this Judas. As this cold, manipulating and not warm woman who knows how to play the people and does everything for attention and a good show. Like how they did the other way around with Michael Jackson. And in expressing my feelings about this video I saw and wanting to set the record straight this documentary maker I will not give any attention, he has already had enough attention I think. I hope it makes him happy. For how long?

What do people think of the story of Jesus, of his betrayal by Judas and by the people? Here in the Netherlands they created a show about Jesus where all these people sing songs and they tell his story on television. But people would still betray Jesus, like they are now also doing with Michael Jackson, when Jesus would have lived today. Why did Oprah look away with Harvey Weinstein (a real abuser) while she could have stand up for injustice? And now with an innocent and past away Michael Jackson she makes this show? How brave to look away at this abuser who is still alive and who can abuse more women and then accuse this innocent man who's dead. Why Oprah? Do you know it yourself? Can you be truthful about why you really used Michaels name and not of some other unknown person that is molesting some child right now? While you were doing this show and all people were watching there were a lot of children being really abused at that very moment. There is even a whole industry making money out of it.

The real abuse that is going on will not stop by shaming a person who stood for love and wanted to help heal this world. On the behalf of someone who dedicated his life to love making a show about abuse, how ironic and sad. Someone who really wanted to save the children of this world. Who inspired and healed many. And still does with his legacy. Someone who carried the light. This man some people (want to) believe is a pedophile? Really? I see Michael Jackson is not like the people who lied to me and who abused me in different ways or like the men and women who abuse other people in this world. I feel Michael his love and light. I see his humble, tender and caring personality. Someone who showed how much he cared about children and other people in general. Not someone who was watching secretly (child)porn or going to certain places to abuse an innocent child or other people for his own (sexual and financial) needs.

People who are in contact with their hearts don't think of sex (or money) like a lot of people in this world (still) do. They don't have dirty or greedy minds. If only more people could wake up so they could see this also. I like to share for now my feelings and view on the situation and hope I can help more people see a different point of view. The light that Michael represented comes from within and you cannot fake or buy this, but you earn it by being an innocent, honest and loving person. We can all earn this light, if we want to and are being dedicated to love. If we grow and follow the way of our heart. Not by living by ego, choosing the road of money or using people for our own agenda or even abusing children and (wo)men. If more people would be in contact with their hearts and follow the road of love then they could also understand Michael Jackson better and they also could someday shine as bright of a light as he did.

The number one reason people accuse Michael Jackson is because he liked to be around children and let them sleep in his bedroom. They say: "Which grown up man sleeps with a child in his bed"? While in this world a lot of children are not safe in the bed of some grown up men and even women without thinking about or having sex (how disturbing is this), Michael is like we all know not like other men. People are saying he's different and weird but now they are referring to him as this average adult man. Michael felt connected to children and their pure souls and playing character. He related to them. And on the other hand wanted to be there for them and take care of them. He wants to read them bedtime stories and just spent his time with them in an innocent and loving way. Was he the little one in the Jackson Five he feels the bigger one surrounded by these children. These children that spent time with him are now grown up and will tell you how he learned them things and told them to work hard and wanted to inspire them some way. It's shows much of a man he really was. Pure goodness as Wade Robson, who is now accusing him, tells us in a interview he gave years ago.

If you watch the interview with Oprah she had with Michael in the video below you can see how humble, sweet and sensitive he is. And she asks him all these questions that I would feel embarrassed by and he answers them politely. She asks him even if he is a virgin. And how he reacts shy and starts to giggle and answers that he's a gentleman. But now the world believes he's this sexual predator? When Oprah asks him at the end of the interview why he believes he is on this world he says he is here to give, through his music and more. Everyone who is a giver themselves know how people who are giving are. They don't take and want to make other people happy. This was who he was. Elisabeth Taylor was there when he was alive to let people know that he was a good man, she stood up for him. And I also like to stand up for him as I see that he's still being treated unfairly by this world. Oprah states in this interview that he was called an old soul in a child body when he was younger. That he has a childlike aura. Are these the traits of a pedophile or an evolved human being? Michael tells in this interview he likes to live by Jesus words, to be as pure as children, to be childlike and pure. You can feel the tenderness and warmth of Michael in this interview. And interesting is how Oprah says the only thing that the tabloid ever wrote about her what was true is that she cannot dance. Why do people then believe all the nasty things they are telling and writing about him? And people who cannot dance are often more rational and not in their feeling as Michael was. If Oprah was more in her feeling she could feel his love and him being a good man. Something I can really relate to what he says in this interview why he likes animals so much is that they are just like children honest and pure. That they don't judge you. And just want to be your friend. He tried to surround himself by pure things and sweetness, but he couldn't shield himself for all the negativity this world throws at people.

Certain people (like to) see Michael Jackson as this bad men or abuser. But see how his own children talk of their father. They felt nothing but loved by their father. Many of us would like to feel loved by our parents like Michael loved his children. And then I hear people talking negative and where they show Michael parenting his children in a certain way. This is the current world we live in. Where people have a negative opinion about someone or the way they live because they can't relate. They only show and tell these negative things. About the way he held Blanked out of this window. Of the masks they carried. And other things. They can't see Michael was also a human being dealing with this world and not always rational or 'normal' (they think they are normal) like them, but he felt and represented something a lot of people can learn a lot from: LOVE.

Michael did not see anything wrong in playing and having sleepovers with children because his mind was still innocent, youthful and loving. Innocent minds think different then so much dirty minds walking around in this world. If Michael looked at me or a young child he would not think of sex and I know this because I also don't think like this. Look on YouTube and type in romantic and see what you find. Women in certain positions. Dressed in a certain way or naked. It has nothing to do with love. Michael felt love in a different way. A more deeper level and not this shallow one. People who feel love on a deeper level will not use someone else and their body for their own needs. They want to love someone. People who are not innocent anymore or in contact with their hearts themselves can't relate to this. They can't believe that we can go without sex for 3 years or longer and don't masturbate or do not watch porn. Because they do and can't do without sex or thinking about sex. We get our satisfaction out of different things. Like children do. We still feel our inner child. We look and talk youthful because of this. We are still child in some way. Thats's why he liked to be around children, they think like him. They like to play instead to think of sex. You can see the sister and mother of the men who are now accusing him also tell this. How they were tired of all the playing. But we can't believe a grown up man likes to play with children and taking care of them without having sex with them? It says more about our culture and society then about Michael Jackson.

While there is a whole industry going on where men pay to have sex with innocent children (or adult hookers) and use someone elses body for their own needs people are now shaming Michael Jackson for having children over, playing with them and reading them bedtime stories and having created his own paradise Neverland. This paradise for Michael and the children is now made into a pedophile mansion. How scary how people can be and talk things into something they are not. We can show these people some documentaries about how real pedophiles act like and behave. About the industries that are going on. They look nothing like Michael Jackson paradise that he created for him and the children. This world we're living in is far away from paradise and will get lost further if we will not learn more about love and to live from the heart. If we are not going to live different and more honest and pure we will not find our way to more love. And by the way these real abusers will not tell on television what they are doing or showing their industry in an interview with someone like Michael opened up his house to Oprah when he was still alive. They will not 'play' with children where other people can see this. Or ask their parents. They also made a story about this, how he groomed the mothers. As women are groomed every day, but again not by a man like Michael Jackson. We have to start recognizing the real abusers, liars and manipulators.

This world is groomed by ego, lies, money and sex. The head and ego rules instead of the heart and love. In this world everything is turned around. We are being manipulated and programmed by people and television. And not by Michael Jackson. He is loving. These other people are not. And they are now telling we are groomed by Michael Jackson. And people believe this. I think it's disturbing and that's why I want to try to let people know that they are being fooled and played/manipulated. The only thing they see is Michael being different. Having sleepovers with children and they're having an opinion about this. Again are most children not safe in the bed of a grown up man, Michael Jackson is not like other men. He feels connected to children because he himself still had a pure and innocent soul. Most adults don't have this anymore. They are consumed by porn and sex. Michael had not a dirty mind as he said so himself in this video where he was in pain and covered with bruises where these men had beaten him while he was being accused by people for his money. All these men and women who are now talking that it is obvious that Michael abused children because of this 'documentary' show how easily manipulated they are. Two men, a documentary maker and Oprah, a made up story with all these nasty details and a lot of graphics and talking and showing people this one-sided story and you got them. By seeing this 'documentary' you know Michael Jackson is a childabuser and groomer? Because they (these 2 men who lied before) tell so?

Do you know how (real) abusers think? What real groomers do. As they describe it I could also be grooming my date by romancing her and telling her how much I like her. How special she is to me. As I like to be around her family. I can't be a romantic or loving person anymore or I will be a groomer. Everything I say or do people can twist around and make something different of it. Or have a negative opinion of. A lot of people are already sceptic and have difficulty to understand or to listen to me. You can think bad of something I mean good. It's just what you make out of it. The minds of a lot of people are not loving and full of judgement. Because of the world we live in and how this makes everything look bad and where we cannot trust everyone. And now they again want to make Michael Jackson look bad. And they can do this so easily, it's scary how the people and this world still can be fooled.

They tell how he uses this story of his childhood to get people falling for him. The fact that they are telling these things tells us a lot and shows more about them then about Michael Jackson. It's manipulative talking to make their point. They can say all that they want, but they don't represent the elegance Michael had. You can fake a lot but our souls shines through. Our light comes from the inside. Michael did not have a childhood like other children had. My stepdad had also not and I know they miss this later on. Even if their youth made them the man they become later on or they earn their money because of it. Life is not about money. Parents can learn something from it. How important a playful childhood is. As children we can enjoy life in a way that this world takes later on away from us. And there are even children like Michael Jackson who never got to experience this playful childhood and who will miss this all their lives.

Michael Jackson was not playing a victim like these men who are accusing him are now telling us or are doing themselves. Michael earned his money by himself, by working hard from an early age, by sharing his emotions with the world and by living for love and helping others. How are these men that are now accusing him are earning their money and supporting their families? And again abusers and groomers don't think with their hearts and don't carry the light and love of 'God'. They are in contact with their ego ('Devil') and come from being manipulative and strategic. These men who made this 'documentary' are in their minds and being strategic and calculated. Michael was in his heart and being loving and real. If you can see this then you are already closer to the truth and love. And to know that Michael really loved children and had no sexual fantasies about them or inappropriate intentions with them.

This world is under a disturbing spell and again not one by Michael Jackson. He was here to bring us light. Love. And wanted to heal this world. He was misunderstood. All people who are pioneers and old souls (with young and innocent spirits) are misunderstood in this world. They were hanged in history, burned and crucified. Now we still murder them only in different ways. Because people can't relate to them and don't understand them, as they like to make money by spreading dirt and negativity about someone or feel threatened by people being different and their light. Who can stand someone who shines brighter then them? Many people think they have to rule alone and can't share or have difficulty when someone else is 'better'/bigger then them. And a lot of people want to make money out of someone else or their fame. As people we need to learn better to recognize the people who represent the love and which one the ego so we can defend the people who want to bring this world love against the ones who only think about their own ego, money and 'power'. If we want more love in this world then we first need to understand better what love is about.

I also like to express myself about how these new accusers and 'documentary' maker of Michael Jackson portray him as this groomer. What if humanity is being 'groomed', but by ego, lies and money? By watching fake and negative news we are being programmed. And not by Michael Jackson. I can't believe they portray a man who represents the love and shined the light as this groomer. It says so much about the world we're living in and how the people act and think and twist everything around. It shows how manipulative some are. Why do they twist everything in a different direction? The direction they like it to go. The one who is lying makes it look like the other one is lying. People do this constantly. And not all people can recognize yet which one is speaking the truth. So they support the one with the own agenda and the liars in this world.

If you don't want to be lied to anymore or support someone who is lying then you can begin by asking yourself who in this world is not representing some ego, but who is genuine and represents love? I will make a topic about this someday to tell more about this. Talking about love, cause that's what Michael was about. Well not about the talking about it, but representing it. Why has love so much difficulty to survive in this world without being shamed? Look what people did to the idea of Jesus and God, which religion is still pure and honest and not also about (sexual) abuse or money? Also there is now this new 'concept' twinflames, look what people are already doing with this new magical idea of 2 souls that are walking around on this planet searching each other to be whole again. It's about true and pure love. Peoples ego turn it into something they think of it. And the magic and purity is already disappearing. There is a reason why so many don't believe in wonders, magic and true love anymore. And these people make others also not believe in their dreams or love anymore. Michael made people believe in magic and love. We need more people like him, but what if they are being shamed and brought down by the society and world we live in?

This 'twinflame' story about true love that is now becoming more known is also already being shamed with other peoples ego and negativity. For some reason certain people (like to) identify as this 'twinflame' and are making this sacred story into this how shall I put it, well into something less sacred. This is what this world is constantly doing. Things that are on a higher level are brought down by other peoples lower energies. Can you recognize the ones who represent a higher and a more pure energy already? What if this is why we're on this world? To learn, develop and purify ourselves and find our way back to the love we all desire so much. But most people are not innocent and pure themselves anymore because of the world we live in. And they try to find their way to some 'success' or money or love in a different way. They don't want or are not yet able to do the work and become the boss of their ego and to align from the inside with what they are looking for on the outside. A lot of people like/want attention and want money or appreciation and on the behalf of something they want to make themselves look good. Because they are not really representing the thing they like to represent they make this (good) thing look bad for others. To who love is still this magical and romantic feeling and not shamed by other people and this world we live in? What do you think when you think of sex? Who still believes in God or true love and a special person that is out there for you? What do we think of politics? Our food. What and who is honest and pure in this world?

People who already represent more love then ego have difficulty to live on this planet. They feel it is cold, hard, dishonest and it makes them feel they do not belong. They are being called weird, to sensitive, are being put some other label on or broken by the behavior and lies of others. Last week I saw a documentary about Whitney Houston 'Can I be me'. She and her daughter did not make it. Avicii did not make it. And so many others. So many of them who represent the love and have this as their message. They are sharing their feelings and love with us and what do people do? When you see how they are being adored by people who can feel their love you see other people wanting to take them down or earn money by them. Even parents who are living on their children and not really supporting their own children true happiness. This is how far this ego goes, adults who are wanting 'success' on behalf of their children. Whitney's mother and father cared more about their own ego and money then their daughter. Well her father was first loving but in the end was seduced by his ego and money. He betray then his own daughter for money. And people had an opinion about Whitney being not black enough in her music which was very hurtful to her. And she had this deep bond with a woman and people were speculating if she was gay and being negative about this. Her mother talked bad about this and would not accept it. Then she married this man who wanted to shine himself. He was all ego. And eventually betrayed her. He is still alive, she isn't.

And why did people in the story of Jesus choose the side of Barabas instead of Jesus while he was being accused? Who's side are they choosing now? And why? Why did Jesus die and why is he now adored by people, by people who are now supporting the accusers of Michael Jackson? What did we learn about the story of Jesus really? When will history stop repeating itself? When more people are more aware or more strong and in contact with their own heart then more people will choose for the love instead of the ego.

Michael was a man in contact with his heart, who wanted to help heal this world and who cared about others. Because other people can't believe someone can't genuine be so loving (like with princess Diana), because they themselves can't relate, are searching for bringing this man down. Because then their ego can feel better about themselves or why? Nobody needs to feel less then somebody else or wanting to bring someone down to make themselves feel more appreciated. There is a reason why a lot of people don't feel this love and represent this light as Michael and Diana (already) did. A lot of people in this world are representing the opposite energy of Michael and Diana: a more masculine energy. They think with their minds and are not in contact with their feelings. They are still out of balance. But there is someone walking around in this world that has that what they are missing: this more feminine energy. Who carries the energy they long for. But instead of searching for what their soul misses and for their soulmate they think of money and sex.

What if true success in this life means: to rise up in your light frequency and representing (true) love? We are on this world to learn and grow and to find more balance between the feminine and masculine energy in ourselves. When we do this in a right way we'll find our way to more light and love. It's not found by shaming an innocent man who represents that what certain people want to have. Or in a lot of viewers or followers. As Rumi said: "Love has nothing to do with being admired". Michaels love came not by having a lot of fans, he had a lot of fans because he felt and shared the love. Ego doesn't give but only wants to take.

If we can make the people who are now still in their ego aware that only the way of love will bring them true success and that they don't need to feel threatened by other people or the people that are opposites from then, or the ones who are more popular then them, then maybe they choose also the way of love and their heart. We are here to learn from each other and to find our way back to each other and love. But the ego creates conflict and negativity instead of inspiring love. It thinks only of itself and money. The people who represent the love won't bring them down like they do the other way around. They don't want their fame or money. A lot of people who represent this unawakened 'masculine' energy (these are also women) that is now ruling in this world manipulates and overrules others. They don't like to listen to others and just think of themselves. It's important we learn them more about their own behavior cause a lot of them have 'high' positions in society and earn a lot of money and can help this world on its way to more love with their influence if they understand certain things better. We can help them find love as they will never be happy by the money and their ego they're living now just by. Everyone who has money and fame knows this does not make happy. That's the reason why so many people still keep searching for more attention and more money. If they would only listen to the people who can teach them about love, these people believe in win-win. Again the people that represent the 'feminine' energy (like Michael) will not bring other people down as they do the other way around. People with more feminine energy want for us all to live in love and peace on this world. So stop bringing them down or wanting to make them look like something they are not and breaking or wanting to steal their light if you don't understand them yet or want to feel better yourself.

Why do you think we have so much difficulty to find (true) love in this world? Why is the world still as it is with not much (true) love and all the abuse and lies? When all these people (ab)use someone for their own benefit and ego which they have no control over. If we make someone who is about love into this groomer. And the real groomers we look away from. This is what is done constantly. Pure and good things are made look bad by people who themselves don't feel the love and truth. Look for example at sex. How pure and loving is sex in this world? And now we accuse someone who has not a dirty but an innocent mind of sexual things this world is controlled and damaged by. Michael is not a sexual predator or someone who thinks with his penis. He thinks and feels with his heart. This makes him so special. Not many people are on the level of love he was. But they can't see this cause they can't relate. They think of sex themselves. Which grown up man or woman can live without sex for many years? Who doesn't think of sex when they look at someone but feels love and wants to love them and take care of them? Can you see someone naked and not think of sex? You don't need to feel ashamed of this, the world we live in has influenced us. It makes us see all these nasty things, already when we're young. By watching this documentary you're mind is become even more filthy. Our minds are because of this world not pure anymore. Michaels mind was still youthful and he wanted to go the way of 'God'. As he said he would not do anything to hurt a child, why can't people believe him but believe these other men? We need to heal ourselves and purify ourselves again. Otherwise damaged and egoistic people will keep spreading dirt and negativity.

Even after Michael Jackson's death people try to steal further his light. They have already broke him and as his legacy still remains by his dedication and love they try to break this down also. It is heartbreaking and stomic turning to me to watch all this. And their lies are being so easily broadcasted all over the world. And the liars are getting all these attention. In history people who were different or who carried the light were being crucified, we still do the same, only in a modern way. But then people were called holy when they died, like Jesus and Joan of Arc. Now we try to take them down further even when they're dead. And we want to think we become more civilized.

Are we doing a good job as society as we see how this 'documentary' of Michael has been broadcasted all over the world and how people are reacting to this? So many betray Michael just like they did to Jesus. They see a pedophile. By watching this 'documentary'? I wanted to stand up for Michael Jackson and get a reaction that I should stop defending a pedophile. And they sent a link to a website with certain 'facts'. I sent back I'm not defending a pedophile and that I'm abused myself when I was younger and sent the link of a video of Aaron Carter who tells us who Michael was to him as a kid. But they can't see Michael as the man he was, sadly, and support these liars. When you have people knowledge you can see/feel Wade Robson and the other man (don't know his name and it is not important enough to look it up) are lying. You can read my other blog about Wade Robson where I tell more about this.

What have we learned as humanity about history and people? The people that defend Michael Jackson or his fans who keep believing in him and who will not turn their back on him (and luckily there are many) people can't understand. Just like they can't understand Michael. The people who are standing up for him are also groomed by him, they say. Or how can we defend someone after watching this 'documentary'. I can't believe people betray him after seeing this 'documentary' and already seen so many people being betrayed by society and by the ignorance and ego of some people. By knowing how many people lie and how fake the news and many programs on television are. What did Hitler and his propaganda learn them? Why do they like to follow the dictators and bring the people that are here to bring this world more light and love down? When will the dictator feel more love and will the love rule and be protected and safe in this world?

Again people don't need to be jealous or feel threatened by them who are representing the love, they are here to help us grow in love. As on the other way around other people are making certain things or other people lead our countries. We (can) all contribute something in our own way. But ego has difficulty to work together and wants to be on top itself. If it only knew nobody is on 'top' and the power in society and this world means nothing. There is someone who has more power then them. Will this also confront and scare them? This 'person' or rather 'higher force' they can't bring down and it stands for true justice. It gives us our light or not. It helps us to find that what our soul is longing for if we will follow the road of our heart. It ('God') is connected to all of us by our heart and soul. We can recognize as people the ones who are already really successful in this life by their light that they have earned by being true to their heart ('God'). Not by wearing some title, driving a certain car or earning a lot of money, but by representing the light. By peoples light we can see how good and pure they are. The truth can be found, as I hear them now talking that you cannot know who's speaking the truth or not. You can. If you want. And if you're more aware of peoples energy and the light they represent.

If we need to stand for something in this world then this is more awareness and more love. We all want more love. But what are we doing? What and who are people believing? Which road do they follow: ego and money or heart and love?

This world is damaged, represented by ego and needs to be healed, we need people like Michael Jackson who bring love to us as many people aren't even getting this from their own parents. So please stop harassing and murdering the few people who are sharing their love with this world. Who represents the love, on a deeper and higher level like Michael did? Who shines as bright as him? Who feels the love like he was feeling? Who sees his innocence? And who sees a childabuser? A groomer? Why do we see what we see? Why do so many people who watched this new 'documentary' that makes new accusations to his name believe what they see? What do they think when they read my words? Are they gonna read it? Should it be less text? Nowadays people like short. The shorter the better. I'm sorry I felt all this. Who watched this 4 hour 'documentary' with all these lies and nasty abuse facts and who's gonna read all the lines that I wrote?

In this world where ego, lies, money and sex are ruling many people are disconnected from themselves and their heart. Because of what we experienced, because of how we are brought up, because of how other people treat us and because how we are 'programmed' to live a certain way. To feel more love we need to be more in contact with our feeling and heart. Most people go from their feeling to their head as the mind and ego is ruling in this (masculine) world we live in. A lot of people don't understand their own and someone else's feelings. That's why they can't understand a man like Michael Jackson. He was a man who felt much, who was sensitive. He felt more then people can see with their eyes. They only see how he changed skincolor or his nose. But also Michael was living in this world that judges us on our appearance and had his own insecurities as we all have. And he was a perfectionist so it all weigh down on him. As his fans supported him and stayed true to him even when he lost himself in certain things show how deep (true) love goes. People who come from their rational minds can never relate to this. They think his fans are crazy. How can you love a man that is that 'weird'? Why can't they feel him and his love? And love is not about appearance or judging someone in the house they are living or who they are hanging out with but on who they are as a soul and what they stand for. And Michael was an innocent and pure soul who stood for love.

Can people forget the images they have seen in this documentary? All the stories that are being told about Michael Jackson. You are being influenced by the people around you and the world you live in. If you want to stay innocent then you need to follow a different road then the society and world you live in. This learns you to have sex on a early age. A lot of us are already abused when we were young. We learn to eat meat and to drink alcohol. We are watching news, certain television shows and violent movies. We learn earning money by reading scripts to people and telling them lies. And we think that love is about looking good or sexy and that sex is about penetration. There is much going on that we need to uplift to a higher and more loving level in this world. When we want to shine as bright as Michael Jackson and feel the love he was feeling we need to be more honest and caring. And when we want to stop the abuse that is really going on, we do not do this by accusing the man who wanted to help heal this world. This world only heals by more love, not by more lies and not by more ego.

Rest in peace dear Michael. You are loved and appreciated. You helped this world. You still are doing after you're dead. Your legacy of love will never die.

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