Ego vs love, we need to help ego stop harassing and abusing other people.

In the picture above you see Wade Robson next to Michael Jackson, they look a bit alike when you just look with your eyes. But for the people who can look further and feel the energy of them both it's interesting to see/feel that they are representing opposite sides. Is Wade portraying ego, Michael is representing the heart. Wade is more cold, hard and dark and Michael presents warmth, softness and light. You can also see and feel this better by watching a video of Michael and then watch a video of Wade. Michael speaks from his feeling and Wade from his mind. Michael is soft-spoken and humble and Wade is not. Michael breaths love and Wade not. Michael is heart and Wade head. Michael is genuine and Wade calculated. For the people who are not in their feeling or have not much people knowledge I'll try to explain this further in my blog. I want to show how Wade was first this innocent sensitive boy and became later on a lying calculating man. And this is happening more in our society. People are being influenced and brainwashed. This world teaches us that life is about money. People lose contact with their feeling and themselves and are so easily seduced by the 'devil' (ego).

Then they see no other way then to rescue themselves from an unhappy life and this world that is all about money and makes us feel useless and trapped by choosing for the money instead of the love. And the scary thing about that is they have no trouble lying or doing other people harm. I myself have many experience with people lying for money. Who took my money to make themselves and their lives (feel) better. They had no problem to make me on the other hand feel sad and angry. As I worked hard for my money, they choose the easy way. They cared only about themselves, not about my feeling. It's sad. And happening a lot. That's why I recognize it and why my goal in life is standing up for the truth and love.

As we have a lot of abuse problems in this world, as the MeToo movement tried to really show us, their is even a bigger problem we have to deal with: liars and followers. This world is represented by a lot of liars and people who believe or follow them. The main reason for people to lie: money or to feed or protect their own ego. Main reason to follow: unawareness or wanting to believe the lies. As certain people didn't like the women of MeToo to act like victims now certain people in this world are believing and supporting these men and this 'documentary' that are saying that they are sexual abused by Michael Jackson. How the world and so many people are reacting shows how easily played people still are. How 'corrupted' certain media and people are. Why would you sent this 'documentary' all over the world like they did? When things were not even investigated first. Why can't people see that this is already saying a lot of the integrity of it all. And the real intention. Would you make a show out of something like abuse like they did, with the approach they choose, with the drones and all and then this after show? If you can ask yourself certain questions and try to look further then you will see the true intentions of the people that are now accusing Michael Jackson and you can find the truth about this case.

Certain people and media in this world like to put up a show and they want to have as much viewers as possible. This is their goal. That they also would make this show out of the abuse that is going on in this world says a lot. The whole approach of it shows in what kind of a world we're (still) living in. If we want to find more love in our lives and in this world then we should have other goals and choose another road. Not the road of viewers, manipulation and show, but the road of objectivity, honesty and integrity. Can you recognize who is on the road of love and who is not?

I believe the personality of Wade (and these other men) is not a genuine one (anymore). He talks calculated and manipulative. His energy is not good. He shows no empathy. And he wants to make Michael Jackson look bad by the things he's telling us instead of sharing emotionally his experiences as an abuse victim. In this he gives us all these nasty details of how he would be abused. His 'dirty talk' doesn't fit the personality of Michael Jackson but shows us something about him. Why is he doing this? Where are all the psychologists and people who have studied when it comes to human behavior and can look deeper at someones personality? The record can be set straight if we would only interview the right people.

They are trying to do anything to make Michael Jackson look a certain way. This groomer. This manipulative man. This pedophile. They even talk about how Michael was playing a victim by having had no childhood. Which abuse victim talks like this? Michael worked all his life hard and earned his own money. He did not play a victim, but what if these men are? Michael Jackson shared his emotions with the world by his songs. By the way he and his emotions were you can see he was loving and vulnerable and he dealt with difficulties and life also himself. He did not try to be better or making other people feel bad. He did irrational things. Things that this world is judging him by. They don't see he was loving and tender. Someone who wanted to do good. They see negativity in the things he did out of love. This is the world we live in. Critics. But only when they can bring someone down for no reason. When they need to be more critical and not just believing everything that is been told then they don't do this.

I like to know why certain people are so negative and skeptical against Michael Jackson and his fans and not against these men. If more people could recognize peoples energy and intentions then we would see more love and truth in this world. I hear them saying certain negative things about Michael Jackson and his fans or the people who are supporting him and they themselves seem to have no difficulty believing the story of these men who they don't know and who carry a certain energy with them. Why do they (like to) believe these men? Why do they give them this platform without being critical or looking for more information on the other side? Why are they being against or do they like to bring Michael Jackson down instead of being these objective journalists or respectful leaders who will search for the truth and want to show people this instead of all this 'propaganda', manipulation and negative stories? Ask yourself: which victim wants to make their own abuser look bad like they are badly trying to do to Michael Jackson? Who wants to be so specific about the abuse they went through? If you need to do this then something else is going on.

Michael Jackson wanted to make this world a better place. Wade Robson and the men of this 'documentary' are not about making the world a better place. They represent ego, manipulation and strategy. If more people could see and understand this then our world would no longer so easily been fooled and innocent people and their families were not being judged or shamed. Then more people would stand up for the truth and love. Ask yourself what intentions did Michael had with his music and what he did with his life. Was this for money and grooming people? And ask yourself this also about the men who are now accusing him. Look further then Michael Jackson liked being around children and you thinking this is 'weird' because of his age, and not understanding this and making him into something he was not. If you want to know more about this then I will try to explain this. You can read my blog: Michael Jackson angel of light who once shined so bright.

Do real pedophiles like to read bedtime stories to children, to take care of them when they are sick or want to heal them? Do they want to play with them in a non sexual way or do they want to take advantage of them? Do they feel the love or do they think of sex? Do they think with their penis or feel with their heart like Michael Jackson? This we cannot understand yet as a world, who is already living by the heart and who not, but as soon we are more educated and aware this world will find its way to more love and truth. Also a really disturbing thing is that we can't believe that children are save in the bed of a 'grown up' man without being thought of sexually, this says more about the world we live in then about Michael Jackson.

All these abuse victims or certain mothers and fathers who are supporting Wade, they feel heard in a certain way and think to stand up for injustice or something and feel this recognition and aren't aware they are buying into the manipulation of these people with their own agenda. They have difficulty to look through the story that's been told and the people who are telling this. A certain woman tried. I read a comment. She says: and by all this abuse (think of all the details that Wade is telling us, don't want to repeat what he's all telling us and without any empathy or shame) his mother never noticed something in his underwear or him walking different, I think this story is strange. I think the story is also strange and for many reasons. How can we see who is lying and who is speaking the truth? I want to express my feelings and thoughts about all this and try to teach more about the intentions of people and how we can see and feel if people are speaking the truth.

As Wade comes on 'strong' or as I like to describe it as cold, he has not made his own dreams come true as he's telling us about following your dreams in one of his earlier interviews. Is he and are the other men who wanting to succeed in this life and to live good lives and where they have to make money being honest and true to us? Are they strong enough to make it on their own in this world, without using a famous name like Michael Jackson? Are they able to stay true to themselves and love? I believe the world has puts its spell on them. And I like to 'use' Wade as an example we can learn a lot from. I want to tell and show more about the transformation of Wade by going from his feeling into his ego and mind. See below some pictures, my comments and video's. You can see how Wade is changed for example by the way his hair changed. In the picture above it looks nonchalant, curly. Now it's more fixed and styled as we see around us in society. For people who don't understand this and think this is not a fact and just that he's wearing his hair different, if you can think and look deeper then what's just presented to you then this is an important sign that can give a lot of information about someones personality, the energy they are representing and how they have changed.

Wade went from a more feminine energy (feeling) to the more masculine energy (thinking). A lot of people are going the way of the masculine energy because of the world we live in. They all wear their hear in a certain way and want to look good, it's all being styled. How authentic are they? Compare it with children. They don't think of how their hair is looking, they are playing and being nonchalant and being pure. This world takes this away from us. It also did to Wade. But it took more from him. His ego (the 'devil') took control over him. And ego lives for outer appearance and money. How can Wade make money in this world? And how does he find recognition? As a lot of us are confronted with this most of us are searching for a way, even if we have to work hard and even if we are looked down on by other people. But the ego has difficulty with this. It wants to be someone. And when it's up to the ego it's not by doing good but by playing the game and putting up a show. Feeding its own needs. Even abusing or manipulating people if necessary.

This world is represented by a lot of ego (masculine energy out of balance with its feminine). The ego feeds itself with all kinds of things, but not with love. It does not feel love. Michael Jackson was love, he was as man in contact with his feminine energy (heart) and not ashamed for this and strong enough to share this with the world. That's why so many people adore and respect him so much. They feel his energy that brings them goodness and positivity. Michael did many good things to this world and wanted to help heal it. The people who represent this certain masculine energy do not understand this, that's why the world is still all about money, lies and sex. That's what made Michael Jackson so special, he was different. He did not represent money, lies and sex. Many people can't (don't want to) see this. What if we need to be authentic, genuine or loving ourselves to recognize this also in other people? We often recognize what relates to us in a certain way. The people who are now in their ego or masculine energy (these are also women) have difficulty to understand love and Michael Jackson, they can't relate. I want to help them understand this other side better if they are open to this. I like to bring more awareness and want to help more people get in contact with their feeling (feminine energy) so they also can find their way to more love and real success in this life. And so they won't support any longer the people who are about the ego and lies.

We are all confronted in this life with ourselves and our ego. This is an important thing we all need to do in this life: to learn understand ourselves and becoming the boss of our ego. To find our way home to our soul and our true purpose. What if we as human beings are really successful not by being a boss of a big company or earning a lot of money, but by being boss of our own ego? And by feeling the love. Who is strong enough to show and find their true colors? To be vulnerable in this world that judges and criticizes us? That wants to compete with us. That doesn't understand us. That only likes us in a certain way. What if this is the real problem going on this world: people afraid of showing their true colors and losing themselves eventually in this material world that is all about money, outer appearance and sex? Without knowing this a lot of people are selling their souls and in this way will not find the light and love that will make them really feel satisfied. And then their ego feels threatened by or is jealous of the ones who represent the light or the people who are living joyful lives. This negative circle keeps repeating if not more people feel and recognize the love. The ego wants more and more of shallow things: money, power, materialism. It's searching. It's unhappy. It's lost. And following a way that never will buy them what their soul is really searching for. The 'devil' has it's power over certain people while they are searching for money, fame and attention and power over life and others. If the world wants to be free of all the problems that we still are having then more people need to free themselves from their ego and their immoral behavior and selfish needs. We need to stand up for love and fight for this and defeat our ego. Everyone of us is fighting our own battle. Only how? And what do we stand for? Who is standing up for love and who is abusing someone else for their own benefits? Only by following the road of our hearts we will find the one thing we are all on this planet really searching for: MORE LOVE.

Can you feel the energy of these men? Can you feel the love and truth in their eyes or do you see/feel something else? Not many people can do this already, to read someones energy. When you can do this then you are one step closer to the truth in this world. Look at how they're posing. Are these men representing love and kindness? Are these men who want to stand up for injustice and are they victims of Michael Jackson or do they want something and are they someone else? What does your heart tell you?

In this video you can see how calculated Wade Robson speaks, without any emotion. Which abuse victim talks like this? He's speaking from his mind, knows exactly what to say. It's scary how he says in order for him to heal he needs to speak his truth. That he was psychologically and emotionally unable and unwilling to understand that it was sexual abuse? Many abused children carry this around from an early age that someone has touched them inappropriate. They feel ashamed or scared to talk about this. You can tell this man has educated himself in the matter of abuse and that it's not coming from experiencing it. And you should see how he has changed and see a different interview with him in the video below: Michael Jackson and Wade Robson, the real story.

Here he looks sad in a new interview. Anyone who can feel someones energy/emotion and can read facial expressions can see this is fake. But Wade is an intelligent man and his ego knows exactly how to fool the people who don't feel emotion but just look with their eyes. To them he looks sad and is this abuse victim. Is he?

Was Wade first in his feeling and this different boy/man, he was still speaking good about Michael Jackson. He told things that he had not have to tell. Would you say all these good things about your abuser? And then how Wade is making people believe that he only found out that he was abused after he was how old? In this world that is all about sex? How many victims did not now they were being abused when they were around 12 years old? Even as an adult he was a fan and kept in touch with the family of Michael Jackson. He dated even for many years a niece of Michael Jackson. Now he's telling us that he's abused by Michael, every time Michael was with him for many years. And the more disturbing thing that tells a lot: he's not telling he's been sexual abused, he's telling us how bad of a person Michael was and how he groomed us all. And that Michael even groomed him in hating women. Why does he do this? Is he an abused person or a bitter man who has some other intentions and issues? As a lot of people (like to) believe him I want to explain why I believe he is lying and I like to share this.

There are many more people who see Wade is lying and they are making video's to try to show us this. But these are not broadcasted all around the world. People have to search for them themselves if they like to know more. This is why it's so great people are inventing internet and things like YouTube. So we can share our stories and people who are unknown and no celebrity have a platform. The truthseekers and people who are following their heart often don't like attention or the spotlight. It's important these people are being more heard. This could if the people who like to be in the spotlight would help tell their story. If they cared more about truth and wanting to work with these people to bring a honest and good story, instead of only sensation and viewers. If they would be able to work together with the people who want to do good instead of the people who want to earn money or spread negativity then they would feel a better person and this world would become a better place.

I can't believe how easily these lies have been broadcasted all over the world. It says much about the world we live in. About the people who rule the television and shows. They have no problem taking someone down who dedicated his life for love. A person who is innocent and nothing but loving himself to others. Who helped and inspired so many. I read people in the industry who turn their back on Michael after seeing this documentary. They get his clothes out of the stores or don't perform or play his music anymore. It shows how many people can't recognize love and the truth. The heart knows/feels the truth. Who can already hear what their heart (inner voice ) is telling them?

What if Wade Robson and others chose for the money and betraying someone else rather then to stay true to love? Like people do in war to 'rescue' themselves. They betray other people for money even if this was someone innocent or gave them nothing but love. It's a disturbing thing and important to know that there are people in this world who aren't in control over their ego and choose (eventually) for the money instead of love and honesty, of our moral values. Especially when they see no other options, it's easier to betray someone then to think of a solution to rescue yourself. How strong are you? Would you rather lose everything or even your life and stay true to love or betray someone for money?

Would you play a victim of abuse if you did not have to work the rest of your life anymore? Most of the abused people in this world are not being listened to. They are not believed. Or should not play victim. We should not cry. But now people are all believing these men, I don't get it? We live in a world that still has a lot to learn before we will we be more aware, so we can protect the love and defeat all the lying that is going on. People are now massively listening to these abuse allegations, while they were all watching this 4 hour documentary a lot of children and people all over the world were being abused. Daily children ánd adults are being (sexual) abused. A whole industry is making money out of it. Businessmen, fathers, uncles, teachers etc. (and also some women) behave inappropriate sexually, but this we find not interesting. Making a pedophile out of a caring and well known man like Michael Jackson is. Why do we find this so interesting? Would making a story of all the anonymous pedophiles that are abusing children and that this is found in our own family's as much of an attention seeker then to make this story about this famous man who did so much good to this world?

As Michael Jackson was a caring and loving man that is misunderstood by many people there are a lot of people out there who are not caring and loving. Again there is a whole industry where they make money by exploiting children and women. Is this done by people like Michael Jackson, people wo stood for love? By someone with a gentle and kind heart. Someone who is in contact with his heart. Someone who does not think about sex but about love. Someone who is still as innocent like a child. Who does already think about (pure) love when it comes to sex? Who has still an innocent and pure mind in this world that influences and damages us? Will by this documentary less children will be abused and molested? What is society really gonna do about this problem we have instead of making also sensation and money out of something like child abuse? As a lot of people believe Wade Robson I want to try to show them my point of view and what I think/feel what is really going on. If they want to read and see my point of view. I want to show how Wade changed and his ego (the 'devil') took control over him.

From innocent and feeling to lying and ego.

This is Wade when he was younger. A lovely little boy who adored Michael Jackson like so many others. He was lucky and got to spent time with Michael. Wade is a sensitive boy, someone in his feeling, like Michael Jackson. This feeling side he will lose as he'll grow older. On the picture above you can see Michael and Wade both have this soft face and same energy. This Wade will lose. You can see he gets in his mind. And there is where the 'devil' (ego) hides. And this is what I want to try to show you. How life and this world changes us. And if we are not aware of this or strong or honest enough then we can lose ourselves and our soul by the world we live in. We are all influenced, brainwashed and programmed by the world we live in. But most of us try to find their way and want to be honest. But there are also people who think money is more important then honesty. Who are not strong enough to beat their ego. And to free themselves in a honest and honorfull way.

I can tell you that a lot of companies and certain men in my life only wanted to make money out of me. Till this day I'm searching who I can trust when it comes to buying things or bringing my car to the garage. They lie(d) to me (and some even smiled while doing this) to make as much money. This has made me for a long time sad and angry. It is the reason I know much about lies and nowadays recognize when people are lying and also why. I'm experienced in this, sadly. I even started my own website and project because so many people around me are lying and following the road of money and ego instead of love. I want to show where the road of love can bring us when we're strong enough be stay faithful. Wade Robson is an example of someone who has eventually chosen for the money instead of the love. And he's not the only one. How do we help people defeating their ego and help them choose for love instead? This is what I like to help with. To make people more aware. Will Wade get away with his lies? Wil he be a happy and 'successful' man? Will his children and wife be proud of him? Is he able to give them what they (really) need? What do you think he eventually will find? Have you already heard of Karma? How the 'universe' sees what we do and eventually brings down on us what we bring down on others, in this life or another life.

We all know how this world works and how it is when you don't have enough money. I believe as a grown up man Wade is just like us confronted with real life and as this more feminine/feeling man he was earlier he has difficulty to find his own way in this masculine/material world. In one of the video's you can hear him talking about following your dreams. We can all talk about it. Did he make his come true? Wade eventually falls into depression. He now says this is because of the abuse. I'm being abused, but no depression. How strong is Wades personality really? Not that there is anything wrong with a depression, but I could not talk like he's doing about his abuse in public with feeling no shame or emotion, but he's the one with the depression because of the abuse and I have no depression? Can you see that this does not make sense? And I have forgiven my abuser. I would not make his name or life a shame. Especially not when he is death. Why would you do this, he can't be punished anymore or abuse more children? Wade talks as this (cold and calculated) man who tells us how bad of a person Michael Jackson really was and how he was a sexual predator. Was he really? Why so many other children have other experiences with Michael, more like how Wade portrayed him a couple of years ago. They portray him as loving, tender and a kind man. As the man me and many others are seeing/feeling. Why do people like to believe a man who was so kind to many people is really some kind of a 'monster' because these people where you can feel their energy is not good are telling us this? Who is here lying?

What do people think about how Michael Jackson shined this light? How can someone shine this bright of a light, be so loving and tender and be the person Wade Robson is portraying him to be? It makes no sense. Look at the real abusers, criminals and dictators in this world, how loving and softhearted are they? It's all about facts in this world they say. Emotion they think is less. This world likes to think rational. Because we still live in a mans world. But with their rational minds they can't feel Wades energy. But also by being rational you can see how this all not makes sense. But instead of doing research and looking for the truth people take the easy way. That's a big problem in this world. People not searching for the truth. And if more people would be in contact with their emotion then they could feel the emotion of Wade. Which is none. What means this life without emotion? Without emotion life is cold and death.

Wade and this 'documentary' are coming from the mind but not representing the truth. Love and truth you feel. And love and intuition comes from the heart. This world is already talking about the heart being more intelligent then the mind. Science also found prove. But who's already in contact with their heart? If more people can sense someones energy and see their intentions then one day this world will be more about love. I was also played and fooled for a long time, so for the people who are still being played you don't need to feel ashamed about this. They took my money and their lies and behavior made me angry. My emotion made me wanting to do something about it. To help stop the lies and to stand up for more feeling. Should I make a movie about all the people who lied to me and how they did this? Would people like to see this? Or would I then be playing a victim or being negative? I will not do this, but I want to show how twisted this world is. A positive thing I learned from my experiences is that I now can sense someones intention. I would like more people to see through someones intention and I like more people to have love as their goal. More people need to open their eyes and hearts and wake up. It's time that we will find as humanity our way to more love.

Only when more people know what love is about and want to protect this people like Wade can't bring people and their families down. How do you think the kids of Michael Jackson are doing by how they are 'crucifying' their father, even after he is death and they already 'murdered' him? I heard them talking in some video that Michaels youngest son is not doing good. Without shame they are bringing this news. Just like all the gossip they brought about Michael. My heart breaks when I think of his children and family. How they again are being confronted how Michael even after he died and should rest in peace is being shamed by peoples lies and their egos. We should be ashamed as society and world that this still happens. That children are being abused everyday, even now you're reading this. And we are busy making money and spreading gossip and lies about people who wanted to make this world a better place.

We all are suddenly confronted with this documentary and also this show by Oprah that Wade Robson and this other man are being abused by Michael Jackson. And were they denying first, now we get all the 'juicy' details. They have no difficulty to tell us what Michael did to them. No shame. No doubt. No real emotion. It's all being put well and manipulative together in a 4 hour during 'documentary'. You can see how calculated it all is by the way Wade speaks. I want to show this. It seems a lot of people can't see this. People who are abused, would you talk about all the details you went through like he is doing? With no emotion? Besides the sad face he pulls can you feel his sadness really? Why do people believe he is abused? And as world we're telling the woman of MeToo not to play victim and we feel sorry for Wade and this other man who are playing victims for money? Why?

What if more people know how real abusers are like? That they think with their penis and not with their heart like Michael Jackson. They think of sex and Michael thought about love. Everyone who knows more about people will see Wades and this other mans story is a fraud. But sadly there are also people buying these lies. They can't look further then what they're telling them. Like how so many people believed Hitler. He made certain people look bad. He had his own reasons for this. And people just believed it. They even helped him. And they looked away while people were being brutally murdered. Just like now. On this world everyday children are being abused, there is a whole industry going on. What are people doing about this? What do they do when some child being molested which they know about? A lot of them just look away. And now they are being outspoken on Michael as being this pedophile. A man who wanted to be there and was there for the children in this world. He helped them heal and gave them his love. If only more people would do this.

How long ago it is since we know about the story of Jesus? And what do we do still? What do we think of the people that betrayed Jesus? Did they do this because they were honest and strong people who stood for the truth and Jesus love or because they were weak and followed the people who were disgracing Jesus because their egos felt threatened and rather saw him gone? What do we think of Judas? What do we think of Wade Robson? Of Oprah? How many people think she is doing good. I hear them talking and I think, ooh my god. Why? She is just like Judas bringing someone down who is innocent till proven all because of her own ego and a good story. She looked like many people in World War 2 away with Harvey Weinstein (who was a real abuser) and now she uses Michael's name to make a story about sexual abuse. I try to be gentle to Oprah cause I like to believe she's this good woman who really wants to make a difference in this world. I liked watching her shows when I was younger. And I know she is a survivor just like many people in this world. I try to think the topic lies because of this close to her heart. That this is the reason why she wants to make such a big hit out of it and use Michaels name. But how much research did she do on these men and their documentary before she gave them this platform and used her name and fame to influence the people in this world with this show?

Why does she believe Michael is a child abuser and his fans and other people not? She interviewed Michael many years ago and he showed her his house. She has met him. Was this really the house of a pedophile? We have in the Netherlands a certain man who also lives in a big castle and has this Disney room. Who also is child in some way. His name is Wibi Soerjadi. Other men don't understand him. They ask him if he doesn't like to fuck and other stuff they think is normal for being a man. This man like Michael is different. They are pioneers in this world and teach us something. But the world likes to make them feel weird instead of taking an example. Which grown up likes Disney? I do! And Michael and Wibi are fragile build and are tender and gentle (I can relate to them). This world is not tender and gentle. I know how certain people react at me. And that's why I feel strongly to stand up for Michael Jackson. As Oprah didn't want to make the abuse only about Michael Jackson I want to say the abuse is also not only about children and she could also use the name of Harvey Weinstein and Bill Cosby or some anonymous child abuser to make a show. But would it made such an impact like now? People can say what they want about Michael Jackson but when he was alive he stood up for love and even after he died. With his name he's giving the abuse that is really going on even attention. Now let's see if people after this 'show' also solve the abuse and behavior towards sex that is really going on in this world.

When will we as humanity stop betraying and judging other people and start supporting each other and the love we all want to feel? We have still a long way to go to a world where the love will rule instead of the ego, money, lies and sex. The thing that is now going on again with Michael Jackson is all very disturbing and shows and teaches us a lot. What do we learn from it? We can't do anything further about it but to stay true to love and ourselves and try to make more people aware and help each other grow. We need to be strong and then our children and this world will one day live in peace and love. We all have a choice for what we stand (up) for. Below you can see how Wade developed from an innocent sensitive little boy into this cold adult man. We are all witness what this world is doing to people. I wish the family of Michael Jackson and his children much strength and justice. And also goodluck to you Wade. If you have regret of your choice and the way you're accusing the man you once adored then you can always come clear. Love is forgiving. Be a man and beat your ego. Peace to you and your family!

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This is Wade after defending Michael Jackson when he was still alive.
You can see he has here still some light, softness and looks happy. He is still in contact with his feeling on this picture.

Here also Wade from a couple of years ago. Can you see how he holds his hand? Can you feel the femininity in it? What if Wade has lost himself by the world we live in and can't be really himself like so many us? But while we're staying true to who we are, how difficult this may is and we are being judged by others because of it, we try to stay real to ourselves and the world around us. If he could not be true to himself and his dreams, do you think he is true to others?

Here you can see who he is nowadays. What do you see? And what do you feel when you look him? The way he looks out of his eyes is cold. Put his picture to a picture of princess Diana if you can't see the love in Michael Jackson because he's to 'weird' for you. Can you see and feel the difference between Wade and Diana? Is this a good, loving and honest man? You can see he is now in his head. And they say: 'when you're in your head, you're death'. He is now in his ego. An unhappy and bitter ego. An ego which does not feel the love. And what does history and society learns us about this?

Here he looks at his younger self. Can you see/feel the difference when he was younger and as an adult? As kid he was still innocent and loving. He went from innocence and feeling to strategic and ego. He is now disconnected from his heart. A lot of people in this world go from their feeling to their head. You can see this by how they look, dress and how they talk. And only by being in our feeling we can feel the love. But this world takes away our feeling. It doesn't understand it. It's still a man's world. If we don't stand up for the truth and love the ego, lies, money and sex will keep ruling and influencing people and this world.

If you like to see a video that shows in less then 4 hours a different inside then this video is recommended. It shows Wade and his connection to Michael and why he suddenly changed his opinion and tells us he is abused. The maker of the video also believes he's lying and put this video well together with old footage of Wade. Luckily we have also people like this, who make something not to earn money but to stand up for truth and love. Why do you think this video is not broadcasted around the world? Would media and people earn money with this? I think the comment that the video starts with of Wade saying that no night that he was with Michael that he sexually abused him shows just like the documentary how 'pumped up' it all is. It makes it rather doubtful then more believable to me. As the mother tells in this video how hard they play and fall asleep. This sounds more believable to me. And how good he talked about his abuser in the past years? Look also in this video how Wade looked as a kid and compare it with the man he is today. At 3:28 you can see how he talked back then. Much more losen up. From his feeling. He had a different radiation back then. Different as in the show with Oprah or the video below.

In this video he says in order for us to question who we worship and who not. I think this is an important one. And also think he has a good point with it. You can feel he likes to be worshipped, more appreciated. Who doesn't. It says so much, this we all feel by the world we live in. Hitler also had this complex when he was denied as a painter and not being seen when he was younger. I'm gonna do something that will trigger maybe certain people but I want to confront the ego with it's own game: put the hair under his lip above it. I'm just using this 'portraying' thing they did the other way around to make a point. The other way around it seem to work and people see Michael as this groomer and pedophile. Let me make clear I understand why Wade and certain other people have this complex and why they feel bitterness to the world they live in. I have/had this also in some way. We see how certain people and this world are. It's hard to cope with. And then people worship people who are beautiful or are on television. Baby's and soft bunny's. They like it when it's beautiful, when they can look up to it or when they can take something from it. But what about the people who present the 'darker' side? People don't like this. I can understand Wade, this is also why I can see where he's coming from. He's fighting the world in his way now. He has let this world make him harder and bitter. This paparazzi asks what he thinks of all the people who don't believe him. How he reacts. Everyone is attended to their own journey or something like this he says. This is also a disturbing thing how a lot of people talk nowadays. All rational and no emotion. It doesn't feel real to me. To you?

This video explains how to recognize when someone is genuine and when fake. I see some people who have 'big' names in the industry talking about why they think Michael Jackson is guilty. They are getting his stuff out of stores. Even when he has not yet had a fair trial and being declared guilty. Even after all these years of investigation that police and justice did on Michael and where they found nothing. Now they think Michael is guilty, why? This certain famous man even said he never like these songs 'We are the world' and 'You are not alone'. It's to soft for him? Why can't he relate to it? Are these people in contact with their hearts and feeling the love? How can you recognize love if you don't feel it? Also I would like to address something other interesting going on: How many people who stand up for Michael Jackson or the truth have done their own research and don't follow just the media and which people only watch television and this 'documentary' and make a conclusion without looking further and deeper in what they're saying, how and why?

This video tries to explain the lying and the behavior behind it. From the picture alone you can feel the 'show'. Look how Wade is sitting, his facial expressing and how he looks out of his eyes. And then the difference with the other man. And Oprah has more masculine energy then these 2 men together. That's why Oprah is 'successful' in this masculine world with the current standards of fame and money and why they are not. But what does she do with all her money and fame? Make this show about Michael Jackson. Why? What if real succes isn't found in fame? Not in money. But by being true to ourselves and love. And we can find the love we're searching for by following our feeling, not our ego or the way of (easy) money.

And if you want to know more about our journey on this world and how peoples ego have made this world into something else then this paradise we all like to live in, then this video tries to explain more.

This world is ruled by manipulation. By telling people things that are not true or to work on their emotion. That's how they earn a lot of money. Can you already recognize which people are genuine and who's putting up a show? Who is the wolf (or wolfs) in sheep's clothing in the story of Michael Jackson? Is Michael this pedophile and Wade a victim of sexual abuse or are we being lied to?


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